My 2K19

Altogether the year was not too bad as the previous year. Many phases and many emotions that I don't want to forget and which I can't leave it so easily. Right now I feel like going to a far place preferably a beach and sit down with the mind full of peace and heart full of love towards myself. I wanna go there just to feel the vibes of the waves, which ultimately swipes of all my tears in the heart and make me feel so lighter deep inside my heart.

Apart from my musical life in 2019, it was a well-spent year. Though many times I spent this year with music, I had also got connected to a few other people who personally took me into my childhood days. And few bonds got weaker and few stronger. Thinking of bonds getting weaker, made me too weak. But I don't want to let the stronger bonds become weaker.

When I used to write love quotes, I felt like I was polishing a gold in me. Because I used to write poems, quotes, songs since my 10th class. So I thought, writing again made me a bit stronger and confident enough in writing.

I don't want to talk about my academics at all, just leave it😂😂. Because this was the year where I took my book for writing songs and quotes but not for reading. Even I gave almost an empty answer sheets in 2 exams. The exam phase was a break season for my mind. Because at that moment I won't do music tracks or even study for my exams.

And when I bought a new mobile, I spent most of my time on it. I almost treat it as a girlfriend 😂😂😂. I started watching many web series on it. And from then I was frequently in touch with my school friend. And when I started making memes, I got another friend who had almost a similar mentality of mine😜. Slowly we became so close that we exchanged our numbers and used to talk or chat daily. Almost we both drift to our childhood days and talk like little kids😍.

And I got close to my friend's friend. He taught me a few music lessons and also we shared our memories and incidents with each other. It was one of the longest conversations I had with anyone. That conversation almost went for 4-5 hours. Still, that conversation remains one of my favorite conversations in 2k19.
In this process, a few of my friends thought that the phone took me away from them. But the fact is that I was kept away a long back, but the phone entered my life later and gave me the company.

At the end of the year, I felt that I was left with no memories. But when I started writing this blog, I feel like this year gave me too many surprises. Too many surprises. I have never expected that I would sing a song and I have never expected that I would rap and I never expected that I would write quotes and I have never expected that I would get interested in phone photography. But it all happened.

I did other works too.

RAPPING

PHONE PHOTOGRAPHY

LOVER QUOTES

FEW MEMES

APP DEVELOPMENT BASICS

ARTICLES IN MEDIUM

EVER EXPERIENCED BLOGS

MY PERSONAL BLOGS

GOOGLE SITE


Now I realized that life gives you too many surprises, just wait for it. Enjoy it when it comes to you.  It gives an opportunity to explore yourself when it comes to you, just learn it with fun.

Thanking you...!

My Musical 2k19

I have never thought that I would do such things in my life. I have never thought that I would make myself so strong than ever before. And I never thought that I would enjoy a year in such a confident way.

Since last year's September, I was attracted to making tracks on my own. It was fun for me. I don't know when I got addicted to this music drug. But I was sliding into deeper love with music. I used to write lyrics on my own, but out of anger that no one was making music for my songs, I myself started to make music tracks and slowly developed fully-fledged songs that I haven't dreamt at all.

I guess this was the phase where my heart wanted to learn more about music. And also this was the phase where I actually started maintaining my youtube channel too. One day at noon, a day before Sankranthi, I stayed at the hostel and I did a simple track using the chords which I learnt two-three days ago. The clock was striking around 3:30pm, my friends were leaving home as we had holidays for 4-5 days. But I didn't plan to go home so I stayed in the hostel itself and made a simple layout for a song. When I felt like it is going nice, so let's try to write lyrics for the tune. It was the first time that I haven't used a pen and paper to ink my thoughts on a paper. Instead, I used a phone recorder to directly record it. And you know what...! I was surprised that all went good and I directly put that audio into FL STUDIO (my favorite DAW). And within an hour and a half, the track was completed. And in the next hour and half, I did the lyrical video for that track. And finally within 4 hours from the start of making music, I uploaded the song on my youtube channel. And still, I wonder, how I did it in just 4-5 hours. "NA MANASUKI ROOPAM" song gets into my mysterious events' list in my life.

That's why I still feel that I started this year with a positive vibe which is good and which I want to do it again in 2020. And then there comes a valentine special from one of my previous lyrics. I already had 3-4 lyrics to be sung, so I chose "VALA VESAVE". I asked my friend to sing it because his voice was apt for those lyrics. But he refused to sing. So finally I made it, even though it took lot of effort than the first song, but still, I enjoyed singing it.

Then I started an Instagram page @lover_voice where I penned my own love quotes or love poems. Even though it doesn't have at least 100 followers even after 8 months, but still I love it and I run it with regular posts.

At that point, I made a new track for which I started writing lyrics. And this time I tried to do it in English. Then I took a pen and a paper and sat down to write. Slowly I went into my past-tense and recollected what I have done and put it on a paper with some rough layout. Then I sat for a month and a half to convert it into a perfect flow of rap. There at that moment, I felt like ya, this is my song, this is what I wanted to write these many days. Of course, it is a normal lyric for others, but for me, it was like pills of self-confidence which I used to take it often when I feel depressed.

Then the main part of the year came semester exams... which I however passed, but with less grade which can be kept aside. 😂😂😂 Then along with my friends, I went to Vizag to chill out. But it was the time where I started concentrating on instrumental tracks. My brain became such a psycho that it didn't even allow me to sleep properly, it always makes something or the other sounds and orders me to do or it will simply threaten me that it will erase all the data.😩 But still, I used to cope up with my brain's speed and do what it says.

Then finally when I came back from vacations to my college, I sat for a week for recording that rap. And this time I wanted to do a bit new kind of lyric video than previous ones. So I started learning adobe after effects and adobe photoshop. And finally, it took me 3 weeks to complete that lyric video.
Then finally my 3rd song, first rap, first English rap came to my youtube channel family. I enjoyed the whole journey of this "NEVER GIVE UP" because it boosted up me a lot and also still boosting...

And then it was an unexpected end of my music production this year. Of course, I got to know a few tricks of FL STUDIO after joining the #aspiring producers group. I must thank everyone who improved my music skills.  Mainly, @MADSKULL @BHANUPRASAD @SHANKHJAISWAL  @SWATTEREX, I want to thank these guys wholeheartedly who helped me to level up my music production skills. And I am happy with my efforts of writing and making music for my own tracks.

Edited on 29th September 2020:-

Now I deleted that YouTube channel but I'm back with a new channel. Those songs which I mentioned above were removed due to its low quality.

Mouli Bheemaneti YouTube Channel