Let's welcome this new year with lots of joy and happiness and let's just forget the past 2020 which was very bad with many of us. Wait, what? Good bye 2020🤔🤔. I heard the same dialogue last year infact I've been hearing this since my birth. And every year I excitedly wait for those happy moments which are on the way in whatsapp or insta wishes. And to my surprise they finally came but very few which when counted are less than the whatsapp wishes I got or insta stories I've seen😂. And I heartfully thank each and everyone one who's wishes really came into my life and the left wishes are like unused data pack which won't be added in next year plan.
Even after these happy and positive wishes my year was not as good as I dreamt but was good enough when compared to one less 2020.
This year started with a good positive start. Love proposal which hit 1k views on my YouTube channel (in my previous channel) was a big boost for me. I never dreamt of achieving such big milestone. I know this might not be a big achievement for many you guys but the journey I travelled till now was not too good psychologically. And with that flow, I dropped another track on women's day-MAHILA-which was lyrically great but mixed it too good so that I could confirm whether your ears bleed or not😂. And you know what, I spent Feb and March with a whole different posiitve vibes and too different schedule. Sleeping at 8/9pm and waking up at 2am to play Table tennis 😂. Not only that but other different experience gave me new friends too. And also few of my seniors became close enough. But later when the invisible instructed us to stay low few did and few didn't care. I did for sometime later due to unexpected situations my timeline was totally disturbed but still managed to hit my small dreams and works perfectly.
This vacation gave me a small oppurtunity to show my works to my dad who refused to appreciate a year ago but now he was not happy but also he is not upset. And when I showed my images in Google search he was laughing and smiling. I still don't know what that meant but got some acceptance, to learn music, from my dad, which was one of the most happiest incidents in this year for me. And then when I understood that I got some other small dreams too, I haunted them. But when the time passed the positive energy inside me got reduced, and my dreams were reducing which I felt was a very good sign for not developing as a human being.
But two of my friends stated me that I inspired them with my efforts. I still wonder how true are they but come on dude they are friends right, they need not to act infront of me. Their words always fill my heart with confidence whenever I get low. And not only them I got few other who try to help in their possible ways whenever I need them(I can write another series on just one week of time spent with them😂) and few other are feeling sad for not being with me when I needed them because of few unavoidable circumstances in their life. I feel that my friends are best life coaches ive got. I didn't mean that they teach us directly but indirectly they do. Few months ago I felt that if we wish to talk to one of our best friends we can talk to them whenever we need but in reality it's not true. They too got their life to live, we can't force them and don't expect the same.
If you want a relationship ( any relationship) to be stronger or atleast a stable one, then don't expect love among you, first be harder to bare the pain and then be ready to feel the love. Here I didn't refer love as a girlfriend boyfriend relationship it is anything which you think. And if you have something in mind just clear it off then and there itself with them so that there won't be any misunderstanding in your future with your loved ones.
Sorry if I'm boring you or stating any wrong statements (from your perspective) but these are the facts which I came to know recently(according to my perspective). Ofcourse I know this is a bit late for my age group but it is never late to learn anything 😀.
And taking a break from your regular works definitely gives a positive energy to kick start your works with fresh mindset. I did that and it worked😀. And recently I started reading books but don't know why that hobby ended up with buying 4 books and reading just one🤦🏻♂️. I expected a more better ending for 2020 but on the other side I enjoyed the low times too. Whatever it is I whole heartedly thank each and everyone who was with me and is still being with me.
Spread love as much as you can, can't go on hating someone throughout this short life.❤️🙏
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https://youtube.com/channel/UCtSwStqwXH_QmkTzZP7A6Vw
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